
And
while others can tell you far better (and honestly) how I really was,
and how useful and engaging my activities and support offered were,
it strikes me that I may have been either very foolish or incredibly
brilliant in my contributions as a keynote speaker to the closing
debate - 'should all entrepreneurs be social entrepreneurs?'.
You
see, many people I have the privilege to walk alongside for a time in
encouraging and supporting them to realise their visions (both as
individual entrepreneurs and sector bodies) regard me as a fine
example of a 'social entrepreneur'. Except I don't think that I am
one - a social entrepreneur is motivated by wanting to change the
world for the better, and to earn some money along the way to keep
the lights on and the cats fed. A 'traditional' entrepreneur has an
idea for how to earn some money to keep the lights on and the cats
fed... And I fall into the latter camp - following some questionable
behaviour just over 10 years ago by a very large regional business in
the sector, I'd relocated to the other end of the country and found
myself without employment and a young family to support.
But
having been raised the way I have, rather than sign on at the job
centre (only 2 streets away), I began knocking on doors to find work
(and have been hustling ever since). So you see, my motivation is
about supporting my family - and part of that is not just keeping the
lights on, but also trying to help leave the world is a slightly
better place for my kids as they start to make their way into it. And
part of how I try and live my life is also trying to manifest certain
values and principles in how I work. All of which apparently make me
indistinguishable from a social entrepreneur by my actions and
impacts.
But
what does it matter if people label me as something I don't think I
am? If it doesn't get in the way of what I'm trying to achieve for
myself and others, am I just having an existential mid-life crisis?
Is it more important to consider how we act, and the impact we have
on others, rather than what we call ourselves?
And I
bared all of this publicly on stage at a national event in front of
media, sector leaders, and hundreds of people who were also wondering
of social enterprise is the right thing for them.
So -
what do you think, was I incredibly clever, disruptive, and have
moved the debate on to its next paradigm (never thought I'd use that
word in a non-satirical context!), or have I just
ruined any professional reputation and credibility I may have had...?
Initial reaction in the room and on
twitter seems to be positive - but I think my duck may have had a lot
to do with that ;-)